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Monday, November 16, 2009Y

haha. so sad right. there're so many photos i would like to post for lester's birthday and he wont let me. booooo. ):

he was like "if you post them, you wont have breakfast tmr. you know why?" and im like "why? -confused face-" and he went "because you're the breakfast." 

LOL.

lester:"you dont want to be breakfast right?"

me:"depends on whose breakfast im gonna be"

lester:"your own breakfast. because you bbq your finger. haha!"

me:"..."


LOL. so retarded. laugh at my blistered thumb. ): i cant light the candle on sat. and i tried to hold the fire there. and it bbq-ed my thumb for 3 seconds. PAIN. T_T


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Sunday, November 15, 2009Y

ITS THE TIME OF THE YEAR! :D
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HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY

LESTER CHOY YONG AN! :D



haha. i woke up around 7 plus to ask lester to bring extra clothes. LOL. just in case his friends turn crazy attempt to kill him. and i fell asleep again! O:! and then I OVERSLEPT! im supposed to meet his sis, carene to get money for his present (crumpler bag)! T_T SO SORRY BABE! and the sole of my wedges came out and i had to stop by and buy super glueeeeeee! :O

and i CHIONG-ed to wheelock place to get his bag! i got lost a bit here and there. LOL. quite funny. called qian yi to charge her camera. and went HOME! :D to rest for awhile. and I CALLED BEN TO RENT THE CDS!!!!! AHHH! haha!

lester called and said "if you dont come here now. you are in deep sunshine." D: so fierce. and then i chionged to dover to meet jun peng and birthday boy! :D we went off to bukit timah plaza to EAT PIZZA HUT! in bus 184, we're like rambling about random things. and he thought we got like not enough money to get his bag and stuff. and when i told him that more than 12 people contributed for his bag. he looked super duper touched. ^^ YAY. and no more smelly stinky rotten zinc bag for birthday boy.

:D and we sat in PIZZA HUTTTT! he told me that he felt a bit feverish. and i felt his forehead and he's really a bit warm. ): SEE LAH! yesterday still so hero, go run 100m race when he's down with throat infection. D:<>
me with qianyi! :D

^_^v

i caught lester blowing his nose. LOL.

ben and tiff!

junpeng with lester.
haha. junpeng look so cute.

the girls! ♥♥♥

qianyi and tiffy! ♥

me with my cuzzie!

we turned a bit mad. LOL.

tiffy's finger specs. LOL.

bad angle. ):

this happened after a photo taking tutorial.
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thats better! :) LOL.
:D:D:D


im the only one who is camera ready!
:D

dont know what is the blur sotong looking at.

me with qianyi!
(with tiff's fingers. lol.)

junpeng! :D

group photo! :D


we left pizza hut! and then GUESS WHO I SAW? CHIEF! HAHA! its a small world after all! -sings-


CHIEF! HAHA! my korean boyfriend. ♥

we went to ntuc to buy chips for movie session in lester's house! and we got this mad idea of forcing lester to take 18 crazy photos of him mimicking retarded things. i dont dare to pose the photos here. he'll kill me. haha. too bad guys.

we can see our future from the bag of chips. haha!

HEHE. junpeng look so cute.

so we sent tiffanie back to the bus stop before getting on 985 to lester's crib! :D

everyone is so mean please. they kept making fun of my height! D:< IT ISNT A CRIME TO BE SHORT! AND SHORT PEOPLE CAN DEFINITELY DRIVE! haha. poor jun peng. he got strangled by me. and poor lester. i smacked and tickled him quite badly. LOL.

on the way to his house, we saw a LOT of cockroaches. AND BOTH OF US CANT STOP SCREAMING. D: so scary please. someone please call the town council.
we settled down on his awesome couch and he turned the aircon on! :D so shiok.
we watched FRIDAY THE 13TH. T_T and the NEXT DAY IS FRIDAY THE 13TH.
its very very obscene. i can almost cry. lots of boobs. violence and evil stuff. what a movie.

lester grabbed my arm to scare me. -.-! i shrieked.
me:"eh! why you grab my arm! so scary! haha!"
lester:"like that then more exciting what. hahaha!"
me:"..."
qianyi and ben:"HAHAHAHAH!"
lester:"oh no. did i say something wrong?"
me:"yes you did. sigh. -.-"

LOL.

we watched UP too. the movie is so sweeeeeeeeeeet. T_T but im almost sleeping. haha
we just chill at his house and left at 12! :D

LOL. failed attempt of putting his foot over his head.

lester's attempt to do a lotus. LOL.

POWER RANGER SHOWDOWN!
HAHAHA! WTHECK.

wahlau! lose already then throw smelly socks at me! cheater bug! ahhaha!

qianyi :"take photo!"
me:"okay! -smiles"
lester : -looks at random direction-
me :"eh! wahlau. why you look at random direction?! again! smile properly ah! haha!"
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and that joker did this
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LOL
we tried to do some funny advertorial or smth.
we didnt really convince people to buy vodka.
but we convinced people that vodka creates crazy people.

LOL. (we didnt drink by the way.)

lester's favourite pose! HAHA.

i stayed over at qianyi's house! and i woke up and stone stone for quite some time. i went printing photos (cost a bomb T_T) and then i went to meet SABRINAAAAA! my favourite minah. and then i bought a book for scrapbooking. and i went home to CHIONG SCRAPBOOKING till 3am. T_T hehehe.


SATURDAY!
i woke up at 10.20 and CHIONG his scrapbook all the way till 12! and i didnt really eat lunch. and my mom said that its a miracle that i came out from the shower in 4 mins. LOL. haha! and i chionged to church and tried to make everyone sign his card! haha! i made a card for him! i pasted his classic look on it : the shock face. LOL.

we had the normal church routine. and i ran down and take the cake during ice breakers. and i stand by outside for so long. their forfeit is so funny. the losing team (the guys) had to spell lester's name with their butts. LOL. and i came in with the mango cake! (he cant eat chocolate. still recovering from throat infection!) and i accidentally burnt my thumb while using the lighter! BOO! haha. and he gave me the classic look again. HAHA. and i gave him the scrapbook and card. he looked very very happy. and we all prayed for him! hehe. and after cell, some of us went to wrap flowers for fund raising for mission trip the next day! :D and lester had to go have dinner with his dad! :D

hehe. botak caleb. :D
hehe. lester look so cute.
whats with the sleepy face? LOL.

LOL. classic face.

the prayer!


hey lester! you're finally 18! :) i pray that God will protect you from harm and of course grant you with plenty of wisdom and determination in everything you do. i pray that you will grow smarter, stronger (not only physical wise), more generous, with plenty of awesome friends and i pray that you'll do crazily well in everything you do. i pray that you'll be a little less retarded and more sensitive towards others! :D haha! and also that you'll stop doing stupid things like RUNNING A 100 M RACE WHEN YOU'RE DOWN WITH A THROAT INFECTION! D:<>

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Tuesday, November 10, 2009Y

O: IM FINALLY FREE FROM THE BONDAGE OF PROJECT WORK. STUPID PW.

i feel quite liberated. hmm.
and i got my results today.

im advanced to J2. but i wanna retain. for so many reasons.


1) my results suck even though im advanced.
2)dont think i can survive A levels
3)want a brand new start in studies
4)want a brand new start in relationships. (friendships)
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AIYA. I JUST WANT A NEW START.


chinese : B
GP : E
Math (H1) : U
Econs (H2) : D
Geog (H2) : S
Lit (H2) : E


my grades are so gross.

but geog is incredible. I CAN GET AN S?! O: WHEN I GET STRAIGHT Us THE ENTIRE YEAR?! O:


HOW TO PULL THROUGH A LEVELS WITH THIS KIND OF GRADES!?!?!






oh what a joke. ITS NOT ANY BIT DESTROYED ISN'T IT?!


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Monday, November 9, 2009Y

:O HI PEEPS. MY INTERNET IS STILL DOWN. BOOOOO!

ytd was quite funnnnn. went over to lester's hse to do my pw! i saw ah ben there. and i forced lester to bathe before going to work! haha! smelly pig. ben and i found his desktop photo boring. its like some desert thing with some goat. and both of us took a photo with a caption "hello! :D hope you like the surprise!" HAHA. so retarded. i went to laserflair to look for movies to watch on thurs with ben and he kept scolding me because i kept wanting to watch retarded chick flicks. LOL. then i went over to leonie's house and i help her clean her room (and get very random free stuff! YAY ME!) haha! then i went home!

today i went to SP to find lester to use his comp AGAIN. ahaha! we went to eat at his "paradise walkway" and he finished my cheese. ): and haha. we tried to find hot people. but fail. =/ and he said that its not in SEASON yet. woah. looks like someone is very observant huh! haha. he said that we must go there around 12pm! then got hot people. LOL. then here i am blogging in SP's library! while the poor boy is training! D: he's so tired today. booooo. sleep earlyyyyyyy! and i got to go now! before lester catches me not doing work! O_O! tata!



i can live without you. but unfortunately i still do miss you.

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Wednesday, November 4, 2009Y

GAH! PW IS SO CRAPPY. hate OP. D: im so nervousssss. felt like dying. hoho. and i really should get started on my I and R soon. oh well. :) life has been rather crazy these days.


i watched "the nanny" some AWESOME comedy sitcom. haha. fran's mom, sylvia was like "frannie, relationships are like thighs, first, they're smooth. then they get bumpy. but without them, you've got no legs to stand on!" haha. so funny.


the past few days are quite boring. we only have like maybe 1 hr of OP rehearsal. and then THE REST OF THE DAY. WE ARE LIKE ROTTING AWAY. O_O so boring. would so rather go home and sleep. OHYA. ytd was SO RETARDED. im late for sch. i went out of the hse and then -.- i rushed back because i REALLY NEED to do smth. and then I FELL ASLEEP FOR 45 MINS. O_O! oh man! haha. so ironic right? i do late coming duty. AND IM LATE. LOL.

i helped with the OGL interview thing! I JUST SIT THERE AND CLICK ON THE COMP IN THE WAITING ROOM. you know for what?..... TO WATCH MOVIEEEEEE! hahaha! i watched the pacifier! so awesome. i would like to have a bodyguard like that. :D:D:D oh well wanjun, you can only DREAM. sigh. and then i help with the cutting of cd covers for our orientation cds. SO FUN. :D


i played monopoly with pit soon, random guy, zhanghang and yoong zhen. LOL. so fun. in the end, we realised that we're all losing! and ZHANG HANG IS WINNING! HE'S LIKE THE PROPERTY TYCOONNNN! O_O and then guess what, we all gang up against zhang hang. LOL. so funny. its like history. 8 countries combine together to attack china. LOL. speaking of yoong zhen. LOL. he's so unlucky today. first, his pw group somehow screwed up. and then he went to opts room to hit the punching bag to vent his anger. AND SOMEONE ACCIDENTALLY LOCKED HIM INSIDE. HAHAHA! WAHLAU. and then when we play monopoly. HE KEPT GOING SO CLOSE TO BANKRUPTCY. hahahha! not really a good day for yoongzhen yeah?



gahhhhh. D: boring rainy dayyyyy. should work out to tone my bodehhhh. YI CAMP IS COMING! MUST CLIMB 7 LVLS TO MY BUNK. TSK. IM NOT RAPUNZEL WHAT. LIVE SO HIGH UP FOR WHATTTTT. T_T very sad. so must train stamina and strength. go home must do some jumping rope, sits up, etc. D:



RETARDED STUFF ASIDE,
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JIAN LE BOOKED OUT FROM CAMP!!!
YAY-NESS!!!! :D
I MISS CRAPPING WITH HIM SO MUCH. :D:D:D
WE'RE GOING DINNER AT K.A.P. LATER! YAYYYY!

and i pray that lester can come toooooo! :D
pls do come after training crazy piggg.
your competition is at the end of the monthhhh.
still got time lahhhh. ^^
WHEEEEEEE! :D:D:D HEHE.



hmmm. currently, im getting over things bit by bit. rather okay progress. life goes on! learning to be more independent. :) yes i do miss like how it used to be very much. it gets really upsetting and annoying when everything around me reminds me of everything about the past. thoughts kinda haunt me whenever im not occupying myself with things to do. hmm. but at least im not that grouchy all the time. i can eat properly again, i can breathe properly again. i dont cry so much anymore. i dont feel so freaking horrible already. oh well. this outcome isnt that bad, i guess?

ends at 8:02 PM

Monday, November 2, 2009Y


me looking very confused. =/


hahaha. hadi and lester. what's with the smile man? LOL


:D :D :D

its quite rare that lester would be sporting enough to take a photo! :O

HELLO WORLD. BENEDICT ROX BTW!!! ← written by bk. he's like beside me now. LOL. and he's like "the end of the world is coming."



last sunday was a blast! woke up early in the morning to go GYM and SWIM with lester and hadi! and yes. hadi exercise too. haha. i was late for quite a bit because i missed my bus! D: and lester was like "see hadi, told you alr. she confirm late one." he smsed me. he's like "YOU DIE!!! HADI IS GOING TO STRANGLE YOU TO DEATH!!! YOU BETTER RUN DOWN NOW!! PLEAD HIM NOT TO KILL YOU!!!" LOL. D: boo.


we climbed a couple of stairs, a mini hill and a stadium and we reached SP's wellness club or smth. SO AWESOME. :D and i have to pay $5.35 to gymmmm. and once i stepped into the gym. i ran for about 35 mins! O_O not bad for someone who didnt run for like 3 months! and then i went around discovering gym equipment! haha. im like "whats this??", "whats that??", "ohhh! like that one ah?! siao. so cool." LOL. so retarded pls. the guys are like carrying 5kg weights and stuff. i tried to carry 2kg ones. we tried the ab training thing! we hung on the bar thing and then we kick our LEGS UP! FOR 20 TIMES. IT KILLS PLS. WAHLAU. lester was like yelling at me, putting his hands quite high. and went "HIGHER! HIGHER!!!!!" and im like "AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! VERY PAIN!!!" HAHA! so retarded
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lester told hadi that if they carry huge crazy weights, i'll be like "nonono!! DONT DO THAT!!! D:< " HAHA. wahlau!


lester: you wear full body suit to swim later ah?

me: no la.
lester: er, then the short sleeves one?

me: no la!?!
lester: the shirt and shorts one?
me: no!

lester: the midriff baring one?

me: no!?!?!

lester: then what you wear?!?!
me: BIKINI LAH?!!?!

lester: HUH?!! YOU WEAR THAT FOR WHAT!?!
me: thats the only swimwear i have what?!
lester: OH NO!
me: WHAT?! D: <



hehe. and after im done. i went for a SWIM! YES. A SWIM. :D hoho. the water is SO COLD. D: and i sat by the pool and i put my feet in! and then lester came and tried to pull my leg! D:!!! so mean! its crazily cold pls. and both of them kept splashing water at me! D: so i had no choice but to go in the pool.

haha i swam a little bit, he swam a lot. haha. and hadi is nice to lend me his googles. :) hadi and i are very retarded. we are like "cold. cold colddddd!!!" ahahha. then he went "lets walk like crab!" haha. then we walk about sideways. so retarded.
i swam past lester and he grab my arm! and then i grab his arm back and scream!!! :O and then he laugh! HAHA SO MEAN. then he's like "i dont know why, but when it comes to you ah, anything also can." -.-!!!


lester's hair spikes up when he comes out from the water. ahhahah! dont know why. but it looks quite cool. lol. then lester taught us how to dive! :O so funny. last time at leonie's bbq, we ask him to dive into the 1.8m pool to get leonie's earring. and then he cant do it. he just flap at the water and said "i cant do this!! -distressed face-" and now, he's like teaching ppl how to dive. LOL. oh the irony.


i taught the guys how to do backstroke! hehe. i love to swim backstroke. so fun!
we went to the side of the 1.8 m pool! and then we tried to have a competition. we see who can hold their breath the best underwater. HAHA. THEN VERY FUNNY. i went underwater, lester did stupid faces and he did some squid move. then i CANNOT TAHAN. and i start laughing. and i pop out of the surface. LOL. then the 2nd time, i went in, i refuse to look at him. i turn to hadi's side. BUT I REALISE THAT HE DIDNT EVEN GO UNDERWATER IN THE FIRST PLACE. HAHA! SO FUNNY.


lester asked me to go underwater! i went under and he SCREAM UNDERWATER. and i CAME UP THE SURFACE AND BURST OUT LAUGHING. HAHAHA. i can actually HEAR the scream and his face is EPIC FUNNY. O_O LOL. i almost died laughing.



me:WHAT THE HECK WAS THAT!?!?! AHAHAHHAHA!
lester: HAHA! my friend teach me one. its like DOLPHINS! they make high pitch sounds underwater! like AHHHH!
me: HAHAHA! CRAZY! YOU GOT VERY COOL FRIENDS.


and then i cant take the cold cold water alr! so i went out of the pool! and i sat there for awhile. and lester cant stop spitting in the pool. D: ewwww. and then he kept having mini leg cramps and he make A LOT of bubbling noises when he swim. LOL. very funny! sometimes i really wonder why is he so hilarious.




then we went to wash up! meeting them in 30 mins! SERIOUSLY. they think 30 mins to shower for a girl is ENOUGH? LOL. and i went into the awesome toilet. i sat in the HOT POOL. NICE NICE NICE. :D its so awesome pls. there's like hot pool, cold pool (REALLY COLD. D:), a JACUZZI, A SAUNA. O_O. ITS FREAKING AWESOME. AND THE BEST THING. NO CROWDS. AND AND AND. HOT WATER. ITS ALMOST GODLY THERE. :O and i sat in the hot pool for quite some time! very very nice. and then i had to drag myself out of the pool to shower. boo. D: then i changed and all. and i FORGOT MY COMB. so i had to borrow a comb from some random stranger. and of course, i washed the comb before i return it to her.


and i check my phone. lester was like "You dont come out in 2 mins, we leave you behind. byeee." D:!!! MEAN PIG. MEAN CRAZY PIG. haha! then i FOUND THEM AT THE ARCADE ROOM.
:D they're playing dayota!! lester suck at manual gear! he can play auto gear quite well! :D BUT HADI OWNS HIM. HAHAHA!


we went to 7-11 and hadi bought a bottle of milk! and went to IMM for long john silvers! BOOOOO. ALL THE WORK OUT IS GONE DOWN THE DRAINNNNNNN! NOOOOOOOOOO!!!! BUT ITS SO YUMMMMMYYYYY. and lester is ACHING ALL OVER. haha! and he have to like work later. D: and i went home and TRIED TO STUDY CHINESE. because its CHINESE As THE NEXT DAY. AND I DIDNT STUDY EVENTUALLY. D: wahlau. hahaha! SLEPT A WHOLE LOT. AND CHINESE PAPER SUCK! D:< so long for now! :D TATA!

i have very weird, mysterious cuts on me. last week, i looked at my leg, and i saw this random cut, its bleeding a bit. on sat, i went out of the house to meet lester for church, my right middle finger got 3 cuts (?!) from nowhere! and on sunday, i went out to meet lester for gym, and i saw my index finger with a rather deep cut! (?!?!?!) WHERE DID THEY COME FROM?!


p.s. i went to buy a nice tote bag in gek po. ITS 8 BUCKS. IM SO THRILLED. its cheap and very cute. :D:D:D i kept raving about it in school.



recovery process.... loading..... 30% done...

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Saturday, October 31, 2009Y

friendship.


a day to click.
a week to discover.
a month to build.
but.
a month to strain.
a week to fight.
a day to destroy.







im at leonie's house now. kimchi and korean food heals. :)

lester and i led praise and worship today. hmm. im getting better at that!
it rained really badly in the evening. we were kinda stuck at the church building for quite sometime. im very scared when the lightning flashed so so so brightly. and the thunder really went BOOMZ. so scary D: 

and then we decided to use my tiny hello kitty umbrella that yileng got for my bday.
and quickly walk to the bus stop. ^^ its quite funny. he hate getting wet because he finds it very gross to be in a public bus, soaking. so SHINGZ! haha!

went to leonie's hse. leonie opened the door disappointed because. she thought im her korean food delivery. LOL. so funny. i ate till i almost exploded and chilled at her hse, watching the simpsons halloween marathon. haha. and here i am in her room blogging. she's fast asleep, kinda snoring away. lol O: i swear. her keyboard smells of food. i guess its chips.

and btw ppl. my internet at home is down! the router charger DIED. T_T
so wont really be online these days. D:

oh. its getting late! its alr 10.06 pm! should be going home alr!!!




i believe. that everything is going to be fine soon.

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